Did you get my message? Did it send? Or did you just get on with your life ?

Do you still remember all the things about us? All the silly, useless, even the tiniest things that we did, ideas that we shared, words that got jumbled out from our mouth? Do you still remember how we first met? What we thought about each other back then and what was the first words that came out? Do you still remember when the first time you felt the butterflies on your tummy when we fell in love so quickly, that it hurts even by now when you go through the black and white flashback? Do you still remember the sleepless nights thanks to our countless messages back and forth, simply asking about the day, the weather, and anything around? Do you still remember things that I love and I hate? Do you still remember the broken promises? Do you still remember our songs? Our first date? Our inside jokes? Our dreams and wishes that crushed by time?

Do you still the remember those happy days when we love each other?
Because I do. I still do.





*hasil meng-copy* *nyengir*

I still love you afterall, i still want you afterall, will you keep me afterall, please don't leave me afterall...

I was gripped with a bit of fear, worried the one thing that I Loved..

This wont be easy to tell.

"...but if you want me gone, there are kinder ways to say, so long than spitting in my face.."

The universe keeps giving me signals that I'm no longer useful. That the universe and everything inside it just wish that I don't exist at all. That no one wants me to stay and everything else.

"...if I’m wrong then dust me off and put me in my place, but drop a bomb, shall you blow me away without even a trace? I’ll be gone and I won’t give chase.."

What would you do when you have the urge to leave even if you know you'd lose everything you've been fighting for? You know that the hard works that you've done are not easy cakes, yet you'd leave it all to, leave.

"...cause when you’re in pieces, you pick up the bits, and nothing fits, and the wind blows you away.."

Because even if I don''t have any strong reasons to leave, I don't even have any reason at all to stay. No one wants me to stay. Nothing convinces me to stay.

I'd rather leave it all.

I can stand just as much hate vibes. But I can't stand this at all.

"...i pray there will come a day when you think of me and smile..."

Because I already have thousands of people to push me away, making me feel like I'm not needed. I already have those people to tell me that I don't fit in. I alread have those people to tell me that I don't belong.

And if I have to stay just to see more people doing it to me, than I can only take it so far before I killed each part of me for days and stop completely.

"...these days everything seems to last only a while..."

Because I am that weak.






"...I was scratching at my skin, hoping changes would begin..."
"...I feel so tired as though I might not wake at all on the other side..."
"...that's no way to go..."
"...cut out my lonely heart and bury it in the snow..."
"...nothing really means nothing is the saddest thing I know..."
"...and in the morning there'll be hope and in the morning there'll be light..."
"...come on in, I'll be born again born again as someone else, someone kinder, someone surer, someone beautiful, someone purer..."
 "...will salvation come and wash away my pain?..."

Because there are tons of blanks waiting for words to fill them in. Because there are things that people don't know. Because there is more to this than meets the eye.

Things that you and thousands of other people might see as something really shallow.

And yet people won't understand no matter how much you've tried to explain.

Because I can take nothing more than this.

Now, don't I have all the reasons not to stay?






All quotes from Flakes & Someone Purer by Mystery Jets. On the unrelated note, I was devastated when I found out that Kai Fish, the bassist, my favorite member, quits the band. It was heartbreaking. Wishing the best for Mystery Jets & Kai Fish, both will still be loved truly.

Salam Gerah-polo

Haiii...

Salam sukses buat kakak-kakak kelas 9SMP dan 12SMA yaaa..

Btw, kali ini gue gak ngeshare sesuatu yang 'berarti'
awalnya lagi buka-buka tumblr, eh trus liat foto tang bisa di-pencet. Gue kepo banget. gue coba mencet fotonya dan langsung tersambung ke sebuah situs. gue ngakak.
iseng, gue nyoba ngedit pake foto temen-temen gue. gue nggak tau, habis mereka lihat apa yang telah gue perbuat, masihkah mereka menganngapku sebagai teman mereka...

cekidot deh..
dimulai dari Bima, manusia penggemar Tenis dan sekitarnya (@petepeanBima)
Klik ini untuk Bima
Bim, jangan marah again yaa ;)

nekkksss... lanjut ke manusia yang sering menjahili dan dijahili
Pian (@PianGerahPolo)
Klik ini untuk Pian
Jangan tagih aku teh Poci yaa, Fi :)

Kalo cuma 2 orang, gak fair yaa...


lanjyuuthhh. Dwi, manusia yang jatuh cinta kepada berondong~ *ngacir*
(@pembabyanDwi)
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Ntar aku akan lebih sering mengantarmu ke 8C deh, Wik....maaf yaccc

Ijah (@iijaajaa), manusia yang juga jatuh cinta kepada berondwoongh~
Klik ini untuk Ijah
Nanti aku juga akan lebih sering menemanimu disekitar 7C ;p

Okeyyh.Bibil menyusul. Kata Bima dan yang lain, Bibil adalah orang cina karena matanya yang sempit. Apa?! sipit maksutnya .__.v
(@nabilaabyn)
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Plis, don't marah again yacc Bil ;)

Lanjut, Anish. Manusia yang jahil dan berhati mulia {}
(@pembabyanAnis)
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mukanya Anis disini terlalu manis nan anggun -__- gue salah milih foto

Finally, Gue :'3
manusia yang baik, rajin sholat, rajin ngaji, orangtua dihormati, cinta islam sampai mati......
Klik disini untuk Andini

well. cuma segitu doang yaccc. nanti dosa gue makin banyak ;p

Special post for Bima, Pian, Dwi, Ijah, Bibil, and Anis. Salam Gerahpolo :D

Maafin ya

Worst Day Ever!!

Hello Tito Vilanova, See ya Pep Guardiola :'D
Hell ya no Pep right now.. ahhh masih gak percaya :'''''(

Kesuksesan sebuah tim bukan hanya karena kehebatan & kesolidan pemainnya, tetapi juga karena kecerdikan pelatihnya.

well. Demi dora dan naruto diego dan semacamnya, ini demi apa Pep mengundurkan diri jadi pelatih di Barca?!
awalnya liat di tweets temen-temen kalo Pep mengundurkan diri. Yak! Gue gak percaya. gue search di Bola.net dan ternyata benar.

Ya. gue mantengin Timeline-nya Cesc. mungkin dia yang paling galau, soalnya dia kembali ke Barca untuk Pep.

Muka Cesc dan Busquets pas jumpa pers

alasannyapun sangat masuk akal. gue yakin, Pep lagi galau sekarang. andai gue disampingnya.....
dia berani sekali mengambil keputusan. gue yakin, keputusan itu adalah yang terbaik untuknya, Klub, dan keluarganya :''''3
ini alasannya hhhh :''''(
4tahun adalah waktu yang....bayangkan saja. aduh Andini speechless nah.
Iya, tadi sempet nangis. ditambah nonton video ini

dan ini...

Pep Guardiola: gapernah nyalahin pemain, gapernah nyalahin klub lawan kalau Barca kalah, gapernah berhenti ngasih semangat.
Messi: "Pep adalah salah satu alasan (selain fans) yg membuat kami tersenyum ketika kalah. Dia mengerti kami. Saya memanggilnya 'Papa Pep'"

Salah satu alasan gue jadi fans Barca adalah ini. THIS MOMENT. I just like a dream, you know, it-hurts.

*gigitpintu*

Melissa Polinar - Try

There's something about you

the way you move, the way you look at me

There's something about the way you see things

its like a change of scenery

Everything about you, I just want more of

but don't get any closer

if this will last a little longer

There's a chance I'll find myself saying (there's)

Chorus:

nothing, nothing i can do

to keep my heart away from you

i can't help it

i can't tell you how much i try

...to get you off my mind

to help me move on and just live my life

I can't help it

I can't tell you how much I try

('cause) whenever you're near

its love that i fear

i've been in this shell

and I can't tell if I'm living at all

I've been doing well on my own

but maybe its just me who I'm deceiving

Everything about me, leads right to you

oh, I want to get closer

but let me doubt a little longer

'till i turn it over and give in ('cause)

Bridge:

fear of falling so helplessly

fear of losing, losing control

----

Semangat Move On!

Walaupun Hanya Sebuah Titik Dua dan Tutup Kurung

Foto: Racikan kata

Pernahkah kamu mengenal seseorang yang punya pengaruh besar terhadap dirimu, bahkan terlalu besar? Aku, pernah.

Seseorang seperti itu adalah seseorang yang istimewa. Seseorang yang istimewa bisa menjungkirbalikkan mood-mu dalam sekejap. Dia bisa membuatmu yang sedang dalam suasana hati sumringah menjadi diam dan menekuk muka dalam satu kedipan saja. Sederhananya, ketika dia tersenyum aku semakin tersenyum. Namun ketika dia cemberut, apapun suasana hatiku, spontan wajahku ini menjadi kusut.

Ah, apakah ini sebuah ketergantungan? Kamu selalu membuatku kawatir. Kawatir jika kamu pergi, senyumku ini akan bergantung pada senyum siapa lagi?

Sadarkah kamu pengaruhmu begitu besar buatku? Ketika aku kecewa, sedih, bahkan marah, satu simpul senyummu bisa mengembangkan senyumku yang terkubur dalam tanah hati yang gelap.

Sayang, mudah sekali bagimu melengkungkan garis bibirku ke atas atau ke bawah. Kamu tinggal pilih. Jadi aku mohon, tetaplah tersenyum, untukku, bersamaku.

Walaupun hanya sebuah titik dua dan sebuah kurung tutup

source: apaan.info

Visca Barca! Animo Abi! Vamos Messi! Visca Catalonia! Vamos los Cules! he only option is to win #ForçaBarça!

Demi Neptunus, aku rindu kakak :''''')

I love those random memories that make me smile, no matter what's going on in my life :''')

I still have feelings for you. No matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without you, a part of me just won't let go..

I lied because i don't want you to know how much it hurts me :'(((

Aku mau banget Move On, tapi gatau mau Move On ke siapa.. -Dwi

Brunohh Marszzt :* (dua)

Brunohh Marszzt :* (satu)

Smiling like a cheeseball when i get a text message from you :)

‎Keep Talking Bitch, You're Making Me Famous :p

Nyihahaa

Oke. ini sok =..=

Senyum gak ikhlas alhasil gini deh :B